I just want to be me.

I'm trying to learn something.
but somehow, because it has associated with something else, I don't feel like it anymore.
I'm possessive, I know.
sigh.

where ignorance is always bliss, one should not let her curiosity get the better of her.
and end up like me.
Feeling really terrible.
I feel heartbroken right now.
it's hurting me.
:(

hello world.
hello stranger.
sighh.

16 september 2009.
it's the first time that I felt so traumatised in my whole life.
and I thank God for keeping you safe.
really. please promise not to get me so traumatised again.
I love you :)

today was a great day.
I went to COMEX w my most beloved boyfriend.
RAWR! the carparks were all full.
had to wait quite long to get a lot.
and thank God that we only took around fifteen to wait for one :D
then walked around.
SO MANY THINGS THAT WE WANTED TO BUY.
then boyfriend was busy enacting the scene from SHOPAHOLIC: "Do I really NEED this?"
So Cute!! :D

So we walked everywhere and were so tired.
SO happy for Boyfriend!
he bought a new external hard drive and antivirus!
whee.

OH! we were heading for the food area near the Fountain of Wealth.
when I stopped to look at something of a small restaurant.
and boyfriend couldn't resist the temptation anymore and so we settled for it.
hehs.
it's SKINNY PIZZA @ suntec city.
the food was fabulous!
okay not very great.
but savoury :)
we really ate a WHOLE COW i think.
haha.
and boyfriend wasted money on some UNIQUE thing.
:p
then we headed back to wdls, wanting to watch movies.
but cldn't get tix.
and being a glutton, despite being so FULL, I forced BF to eat topless five @ Swensens with me :D
WAHAHHAHA :D
I AM SO HAPPY TODAY :D

RAWR!

headache.
stressed.
unwell.
unhappy :(

happy day :)

today is a happy day!
I went over to Malaysia.
:) so happy to be back in a place where the food is yummielicious and cheap.
where kbox-ing is so fun and cheap.
where life just seems so relaxing;
hehs. maybe its my mentality ba.
I always feel more relaxed in msia; probably I lead a more hectic life here bahs.

Went in the morning.
Waited for Jeremy to take his own sweet time to fetch me.
then we wanted to eat kway chap one.
but never open.
and so, we went for our favourite bak kut teh with the "STANDARD ORDER"; and my boyfriend finished three cups of barley drinks inclusive of MINE :P

Went home to see BOBBY!
man.. he's still so cute.
and oh! and my boyfriend's nephew is so ADORABLE!! :))
Boyfriend watched some show on discovery channel while i read my book.
then after which, I was watching FRINGE and he was busy playing MAFIA WARS AGAIN!!
then, he had some meeting w his brother which i found to be REAL BORING and i went to read my book again.
HEHS.
waited for them for damn long.
then we finally got to go SING SONG!
wheeeee. my boyfriend sang until now got sore throat :P
but it was so enjoyable! :))
then we went for dinner with his family!
Great fun too :)
but time really flew past DAMN FAST la.
and now, I'm home sweet home le.
Wished I could have spent EVEN more time there :/